March 2007
Edmund Martifice
Falling
alling over myself
Trying to get back to
Where I can fall into you
Again
As falling has always been
My persistent parenthesis
In vacancy's void
My heartbreak alcove now
Four flights up
Altitudes of Albuquerque
I fall for you again;
Falling in love again
Falling leaves fallen then
Now falling face first
Falling face down
Fallen angels carved from snow,
Falling into spider-web window
Cocktail-party tempo-quick finger-snaps
Sanguine detective virtuoso
Falling through suspicious cracks
Falling down dead drunk
Your Detroit doorstep
December 22nd, 1981
A long day's Thursday night
Frozen fingerprints, probable squalor
Historic high-rise, river-view
Polar-blue forever Ice;
The melting, the freezing,
And I in love
With you
Still to summon courage for
Declaration to winterworld
O dreamy you,
I fallen forever
Already for you.
That night, that December,
You in your splendor,
My unmade bed of snow
I, baffled vagabond of vodka
And tonic
And limes and limes and limes
And unambiguous ice,
Burgundy brownstone brick
Your lips feather soft
Your tiny hand,
The hummingbird's textbook kiss
On Eternal Optimist Row
Inside leaves of darkened drunken Detroit I fell
Into old riot's wake, 12th Street & Clairmount
Unchained thirsting for All The Things You Are
Angelic unbroken exultant euphony
Yearning for pure yesterdays
And tomorrows today
Your sorrow, your sound
Your silver bells.
Now designated adobe hovel,
The ghosts along Candelaria,
The cactus-rose, the salsa wind,
The Tecate bloom, the tombstone castanets,
Three thousand miles of
Desperation desert
Accordion mountains
Pumpkin fields of snow
Frozen apricot orchards
Radiant river
Great lakes
Between us
All
I fall for you
My heartland
Again and once again I dream of falling
Deep into your boundless mission
And your eyes, your mirror,
My eyes reflected, my heart sustained
My imagined tundra,
My wild, my breathless vision,
My cowboy revery, an echo inverted,
Love songs I never wrote
For you
But would if I only could
If I only knew how
To write love songs.
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--Edmund Martifice, 2007
Edmund Martifice lives in Toms River, New Jersey, where he teaches algebra and coaches Little League. Though he is a gifted baseball player himself, he has no talent whatsoever with a Frisbee, unlike Henry Martifice, his beagle. He's written five books of poetry, including The Singular of Galoshes (Eye Candy Press), and Other People's Relatives (Windswept). He's an old pal of (Bluerailroad co-publisher) Henry Crinkle, a fact which persists despite Crinkle's best efforts to quash it.
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